我到底要干吗？

找工作，hr老觉得我要毁约，好烦啊。以后天天上班，下班，一点自由也没有。

深造，没成果。读博就要评职称啊，要论文，要项目啊。越来越卷。(失败啊，

工作1-2 years ,I will be back.
Now , I think that finding a job is very important for me. I must get 证书、 I must hire a house, I do not know I will get it.

I know that be a researcher should publish more and more papers as soon as possible.
I am not sure that I can get it. I do not try my best to it.
Working is a better choicers.

Interest between people is real. Nobaby should help you, support you. Only you become strong, you can get respect, money, love.

The ability you must have：
Oral English
Writting
Expression