I never dream what my life will be when i am 25, or wonder what kind of gift i will have. I am not well prepared to welcome this day's coming. I spend lots of birthdays in my life, always very low and plain. And I always feel reluctant to make some promise, cause keeping the words must be very tried, I think. Why not let it be natually, let time fly. No expectation and passion, but also lack of frustration and unhappyness, it's the simple but comfortable life. Actuall a day only have 24hrs, not much, pretty fast. Brithday just like any given day in people's life, you never fully aware it untill it has passed by.
Sometime i deny that i am not such old. The fact is that I am just a young man indeed, still full of curiosity to this wounderful world, still ambitious to reach the academic and economic or even some kind degree of social status, and just feel furstrated and begin to be conscious that life is short and human being's power is limited. The older you grow up, the bigger 'unkown' to the world is. It inspire my passion to take life's adventure, it also let me become more consertive to hold the some vested-insteret. It's the biggest conflicts in my mind, but in this day i am granted by god some mysterious power to find a solution between them, and reach my life-long goal, ----to be a true and great leader in auto industry.
24 years, just 24 footprints, but the 24th maybe the most special one. During this year I have gone through both happy and hard time in this year, met a lot of funny guys and we together have done some great thing. 24th is the turning point, i was lucky to have the oppertunity to be the leader of Student Affair Center of Xuhui District, SJTU. I am honerd and try my best to do my job as well as inspire my teamer to work hard. And we even traved once together, which maybe the wonderful momeries to us.Most of them have done a lot of favor to me, gave me lots of good advises, without their support i can do nothing and will not be so optimistic and confident. I should say thank you to every one, and keep the passion for work, push and carry our team forward continuously.
There still have some other harvest, in academic term, not so significant but still important. Actuall my academic performance in this year is just average, in the last semester i treated my work not so serious. The main reason is i tired to do the simulation work, it's boring and not so real. But in this year a real hybrid powertrain will be built, and my control program will be applied on it. Currently i am working hard to make solid porgress.
Bad news are worse heathy conditions and functuant mind. Heathy condition is not so good, it become worse because i can control emotion fluctuation. Happyness and sadness, fire or ice, it's the double charactor in my life, i suffered this drastic emotional wave, and every time my efficiency declined to 0, and loosed mind. It hurt not only me, but also friends beside me. But every wave i have gone through, i become stronger, able to hundle the pressure, and keep the mind peaceful and steady. I should thank my friends again for their comfortable words and courage, i really appreciate it.
Time fly and people change. Every day is beautiful, the gift from god. So keep good health, positive attitude (it's what Ada always tell me.), and always look forward, it's the words for my 25th birthday.
