Times to today

Savage is more than the village, back into the air for generations facing LOESS, thin and weak because of his childhood, parents doubly pity, tight clothing reduced food so that children strenuously study, but only warm clothing satiation degree this life. Happened that the times change, fortunate enough to enter university to do an engineering college, read some books bread, wanted to worry, nowadays partial case of rumors, "Chinese is missing, but only no shortage of students." Listened to these slanderous, I vaguely worried about the future since, at first thought it was way out Kaoyan Ph.D. study, however, met with Dr. professors who feel flat, but after all this, since it also promoted the idea of ??breaking the exam. I thought: the world has never been like this gives freedom, human history has never had such a great time, you can create once unimaginable miracle! Unfortunately, the era of the great achievements of individuals, but not great, but rather to make us one of life seem so mediocre! Today our world is the most common symptoms mediocrity, everything is mediocre, the United States is mediocre beauty, success is mediocre success, elegance is the elegance of mediocrity, as if never completely be able to find what is a clean break with the mediocre of! Great just what we call a small point of mediocrity in the great, and really great compared to it like a foot wrap for the mediocrity of the cloth to hide the ugly! Times to today, no one can manipulate the direction of world development, all the power of life together to create such a great era of prosperity, the life blood of each individual they are consumed along the rapids, the age the greater the individual's life more towards mediocrity, it is foreseeable that future era will be even more mediocre!

I am after all not a willing mediocrity, the most enthusiastic people nowadays undoubtedly the economy, I have followed the fashion began to read materials economics, to embark on that career. I was young and frivolous, read a few books and think that mastered the truth: this world all relations are of interest, all acts are acts of exchange of interests. I can not believe after all this so-called truth, is what I found, or found it already, but who did not dare to loudly claim? However, it also caused my world was overturned it, I thought reading their country, family, love, friendship is sacred and inviolable value of this world, but in this moment are all noble "truth" shattered ! I fell into confusion, nothing to rely on, both have become uncertain of all the values ??up, I feel an emptiness behind the foot, I do not know what is true? What is good? Do not know what the meaning of life?

So I turned to philosophy, that which you can find the meaning of life. Ancient Greece, the Renaissance, the Enlightenment to existentialism, structuralism, deconstruction and post-modern, I tried to find some bits and pieces to chew on the book, but all of these not only did not let me find the meaning of life, but to me even more confused. After all, but I probably think philosophy is: a self-made empty shells, shell house to install a large number of small shell, the shell re-install the small shell, so shell complex shell, but the shell actually is nothing. Because of this bias, I no longer believe that natural philosophy can be found in the meaning of life, but in my constant recourse, the meaning of life in my life actually becomes more important, I seem to live without it not! In hopelessness, I began wrestling with the power on their own, since they are contaminated by depression, life began to fall into the abyss, pale people can not face. I do not know life was so depressed, depressed or misunderstood a fictional world to the prison of self? I knew that the mind is limited, this solution can not be lost! Although often when the depression is always trying to jump out of prison, want to look for a different kind of life, how can the world can not escape the depression. Also want our lives than this, superficial, and music through life with a smile too! Want to be a hundred years Wuming disappear, leaving little trace, then double fear, always want to leave something for future generations, the survival of life in order! In fact, psychological understand what may leave it? What withstand the erosion of time? Although there have been short-term can be left, that had nothing to do with themselves! This nothingness, consciously boring, they are willing to bear the shadow of self-deception, not to pursue a dream of arrival!The few vehicles on the road at night, aimlessly chatting with friends driving a small joke, although no moon and no stars, but the breeze blowing the car, people feel very comfortable and very pleasant, light voice is background music with the laughter of friends, the two-hour bumpy around midnight we finally arrived in the evening nearly barrier Dan Yanjing area, students and friends are already in the small farm house where we have to wait a long time, a rich supper, happy talk, joke joke barrier Shiyan ditch overflowing gully gully, we are a group of crazy, but it is good, because all of my friends are not here to play for the ultimate goal, the students formed a year ago love associations, special contributions to the poor elderly and children, and this act do not require contributions from all reports, does not require disclosure, but voluntary, but for the heart to help others share the joy.

Which I am not religious believers, do not participate in any religious activities, but not the students themselves as devout to Buddhism, but I always appreciate the great love talking about Buddhism, has also believe that cause and effect, I firmly believe that good will rewarded. In this materialistic society, advocating the rights and money today, who really do these things, I can not say how great we have these people, but at least we are not for fame and fortune, not to mention for money, good deeds may be the word to say in today's society is so outdated, so feel distant, but in the collective love commune where everyone is doing their own thing within its power, in fact, it is only helping others little effort it is more important is to uphold, I hope that our love commune can exist forever.

If you did not see those mountains, the villagers then you will never understand the suffering of the people living at the bottom, the little stone pile of the room and the courtyard is warm and the glaring sun, the house was dim as the night, exposed to the outside The thick wood beams, wood lattice windows, all right like the old movie scenes inside, white-haired old lady still blind son, a few acres of thin, mother of two had each other's figure frozen in the little the courtyard, saw people do not feel my heart ache, no joy when climbing, but rather on behalf of the eyebrows furrowed, share concerns from the heart so that we look very dignified, in fact, at this time does not require too much language, no amount of comfort, no amount of words can not express the inner share of sorrow and grief, my heart silently sent the blessing of the mother, afraid to turn round the way back, afraid of looking to that double forward eyes, beheld the old lady's fear of misty eyes, afraid to see the next pair of dark sunglasses blind eyes.

What kind of people call it great? What kind of people call it cute? I think that caring people are the greatest, most beautiful people, their lives may be mediocre, maybe they do not have a prominent official position, maybe they do not have a career, perhaps they can no longer just a plain ordinary office workers, But as long as their hearts, love, love as long as they return to share with the community so they are the greatest, most beautiful people, most respectable people! In this much about money and the interests of society, in this noisy and hot today, I hope more people pay attention to these vulnerable groups, hope that more people can wake up sleeping for a long time already the love of the heart.