My status

I haven‘t any one who is strong relationship with me. My skill is normal. I'm not interesting in negotiation with others. I'm shy. I don't also think of doing good works. I have nothing expect my idiot brain and eating body. I want to quit this job and find another good job. I throw my resume as a stone in the ocean. On line, I answered many questions about interview. I'm worried about losing my current job. So I'm lost.