Tanglement, although optional

I've been entangled with this for months. When I finally got ready to do it, there comes another option. Normally I should be happier, though unavoidly the kind of person like me will feel frustrated not being able to embrace the beauty of the other experience. And of course all those tiny stuffs in life usually synergize in a way more complicated than any individual's expection, thus a fucking side effect is: now I have to wait longer to watch people gaming, and I'm in some degree part of it. Imagine when you're about to take the leap but suddenly found your ties loose. Where others will be after you've lowered your sight for a little while to make those that necessary fastened? Most likely still there :], but the longer it takes the more room for (good or bad) surprises.

 

用白话总结一下：我很纠结~