My Daily Schedule: A Dilemma

1. I've not been good at time management. I am always in a dilemma and feel that I have to follow somebody else's schedule all the time, or somebody else's idea of a daily schedule. So I have not been able to think for myself. It has been difficult for me to live by my own schedule and get things done well, and this really troubles me.

2. I've also always had a very hard time arranging my daily activities. I have many interests and abilities as well as responsibilities, and there just isn't enough time to do everything justice. It's been difficult for me to find a balance of work and rest, and to finish everything properly according to priority. I've had to think hard to decide what to do, when to do it, and how to do it. It's never been easy.

3. I just can't stand the pressure and demands of a schedule. It's not because I don't live by the schedule correctly. It's just because I can't get things done right if I'm always trying to follow a schedule. I always find myself feeling trapped by a completely planned out day.

4. Fortunately, I'm trying not to become too disorganized; I have a strong sense of responsibility and it helps keep me doing what I should be doing.