Life。。。。

How to say and what to do. How to summarize and why can't continue. The transient warmer made me feel time go past. The ambiguous  happened made me think something came back. When you told me all the people started to became reality, I consider the world is changing now, that time I feel really inferior. But not the guy thought would never be defeated. In such a big city Beijing ,I'm too insignificant to mention. I can give the person who I like or will like nothing else, including the feeling of security .People started to persute matter more than affections. The lower income which can only feed myself made me lower my head. Because of almost everywhere I can find there exist people better than me. The common life let my can't be much more normal. Dreams are many and always hard to find the beginning of the implement especially for the discontinued things. So without any promise, you sometimes choose to leave or run away. During that vacant time ,life brought us and our relative friends not only harm but also some memories can not be faded. I do what I did. I'm what I was before. I will still remeber what you said. Because you told me never try to be back.
I bought some food in the supermarket and also things to use for dailylife. I bought one cup have a handle which is made by plastic. After that, I came to my apartment , wash the cup clean which I used to brush my teeth and put that in a special box. Ever I hoped all the things past will never be brought up again if I wouldn't like to and will be remembered if I wish. But I'm wrong. When I walked across the street alone ,I feel life is hard. Oneday I put myself in the quilt and cry in night catlikely. But who knows what is the meaning of my tears and what I cried for. I do want to change now I'm living or the life seems like in the coming years which can be concluded in what I did in the past. When I lose heart the words come to my mind will make me cheer up and full of energy.Walk the different road as people always do and never regret.