Title:it has been a long time.

it has been for a long time since the last time foe me sit down to write an atical.Though I passed cet-6, but my writing skills did not improved much since i graduated from high school.I like apple very mcuh, she is a good teacher and a nice mother. I saw her only once during the past year.
And  Teacher Tan is a very attractive person , she does a good job on teaching us in academic  especially in experimentaion. After talked with her on QQ , a lot of information can be got. i believe that one day i will a sspecial  worker in telecommunication industry.I want to be a teacher or a doctor , But now i wont be . I choosed to study here far away my hometown, i regreted that i had made that decision and cheated my fathor. i am sorry. It is myselt that makes me to go on this road. DOES II DESTINY ?  I dont know. "if you can not change the world, try to adapt to it ." yes, I can not change  the world, but I can change myslfe ,I can choose what a person I will be.

At the begining of this term, I was always in a stat of draming . I will be awake at 6 or 7 am , and then can not go on sleeping any more. It have been troubled me so far ,  where is the way out ? At the end of the sky ?

The Mayan Prophecies predicts 2012 year is the end of this world . "for example , to have a travel without any concern , to bare my heart to the one I love,and so many vicious things when talked about." Yes,I do want to travel, but I can not afford it compared with  xxxxing.It doest not mean I will not go no a travel , right? Thera many things we want to do in our mind,traveling is one of them. Most of the time , due to the limitation of time or money , our wishes became buble at last . To say " I love you " is a hard thing , it doesnt just mean " I love you " .Behind the three simple words , responsibility is included .It means that I want to stay with you , I want to travel with you , I want to spend  my rest life with you . Love is not  as simple as a word . To find a person whoes family background  is similar with you and most important, who love you and willing to stay with you . share with you , talk wiht you , live with you , so many to list. I know it is very hard . So , nice to be alone , isnt it ?

After gone though so many things , I have know more truth , but "It costs life to konw the truth . " It really is . I spend three year to know the truth of Chongqing , of cqupt , of many person . " The true hero is who still  love the world after knowing the true world . " I am not a hero obviously , but i love the world , i love my father , my moher , my brother , my benefactor , my teachers , my classmates ,  my friends and others  .  It's father  and mother to give me life and educate me , give me support in spiritually and mentally .  Last light , brother called to ask me how was everything going , and at last, he said he will put 300 in my bank account . Who can do this to me  except myself ?  My brother , I care you indead , but you know i have no experience , i am not faimilar with your job ,  I can not give you many advice . So many year have past , I know you care me , but you did not expesse them out .  Dear brother , you are always my brother , no matter where I am , no matter who I will be .

There are a lot I still want to write , but the time is  00:22:14  . So stop it , have a sleep ,  organize my thoughts  and find  a time available to write  down next time .

GOOD NIGHT !