Pray

I dreamed of you again last night, and in the morning tears wet my face. Somebody said that if you dreamed about someone you love, then you will never see her again. So your brain uses what's left of your memory to show you again. So every time I wake up, I was like a bewildered child who doesn't know what's going on, it's like a lifetime ago.
Admittedly, I've had many people in my life up to this point in my life. But never have one I been so obsessed. In an accidental trance, I recalled a time when I watched the sunset from the mountain. That kind of extreme sense of loss came again. Is it really so difficult to walk out of it. I love you so much. God, Please save me. I want to be with her but not hurting anyone else. What should I do.